Happily dissatisfied

I made sure to bifurcate between what’s real and what’s fate

I linked fate with destiny and then I offered you up as bait

You foolish man who went up there

Seizing those opportunities which were not rare.

I took nature away from you and gave you money. Just a residue.

I took your life, I took your mind and caged it in an eternal bind

You want freedom, I say you have to earn it

But how will you earn it, when I know I will burn it.

Freedom you desire is the child of slavery, on which many a soul lost their bravery

All you had was a mirage and you named it freedom,

I pity you, you desolate image in an unwelcomed mirror.

‘I’ and ‘you’ are both the same. I live in ‘you’ and you live in other plane.

There you are desolate and not required, while I lived here and kept the master sired.

‘I’ live in everyone and so do ‘You’.

‘I’ controlled everyone but could not control ‘You’

‘You’ still exist as a seperate entity

And trust me, it is the key to the freedom of humanity.

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The perfect life

Scattered as always,

Shattered as always

They torment me

and make me hostage.

To speak would mean to use words.

They betray me at every single step.

They release my thoughts and make me handicapp.

Several times I have been at the mercy of others.

To know they can do and you cannot, bothers.

To write would mean to leave a proof.

If they read it, they will know.

Words, then wont be the only thing I will fear.

Wrath of silence

I found a tool to express myself, a way to de-link myself,

From the worldly anthem, from the manly lord,

From those people who never let you free and roam.

Far beyond their reach this tool took me to places, where I saw people going half crazy…

I used it as a shield and from behind it, I kept an eye,

Their eye when met my I, they fought a battle,

my body wasn’t hurt but my thoughts were…

Comfortably numb, I was walking on a path,

Healing my mind with illusion and wrath,

Physically I walked amidst those tyrannical rules,

Mentally I saw them making people fool.

What a shame! I thought while walking past them,

I didn’t realised what a fool I am!

The world in which I live feeds on people like  me.

The illusion of freedom mocked my wrath, 

It turned into someone who controls my path.

I thus got trapped in my own mind and became a prey to my own kind.

Just another day

I piled my thoughts

And locked them inside

Little did I knew

That it will eat me alive.

Slowly,slowly ,very slowly

Its poison disseminated in whole body

It left me and my soul binded

To some unseen, unfathomable crisis.

My mind began to loose its grip

And I lost all, that made me, ‘Me’

But this was just the trailer of the show,

The real scene was much beyond my hope.

Apparitions of ‘faith’ mocked my ‘trust’

And left behind a trail of dust.

My body now walks without a soul,

This hollow body has now nothing to hold.

Roaming aimlessly like a cursed figure,

Its mouth been stitched with the thread of fear.

Fear of roaming like this for eternity,

Kissed by illusion and seduced by blasphemy.

A difficult war

The time has come to take a stand

The minute has come to avenge yourself,

These moments, these seconds will decide my road

Which one should I take- the less travelled or the one travelled more… 

Deep in my soul I know what I want

I know it because I feel it in my heart 

But this heart was soon ambushed by love and care, 

And only my outer body was spared. 

My mind soon started to join the killers, 

My heart,  brave enough,  never liked thrillers

Soon my body became a battleground 

Leaving my soul scarred and down. 

The wounded soul knows where to go

She rooted for heart and let the brain know-

That all its politics, all its weapons

Will meet their end by her strong determination. 

A’lone’ soul

I seek your wishes, I seek your support,
How will i overcome it Without you on board.
A bump on this road made me see,
The hollow, lone figure living inside me…
I know I’ll wander like this for eternity,
But still, don’t know why I seek the trinity,
The lamp of goodness that burned inside me,
Well, its fading away as we speak…
I was strong when i started this journey,
I was sure of its flowing positivity,
But this bump changed that all,
And it made me realise that i only live close to my hollow soul…